recently, I have kept looking at the proposal video in youtube..they are so sweet and nice and touching...

I watched 1 time cry 1 time...

because they are too touching :)


sometimes, we should not expect too much, because it just will turn to nothing at the end..

Once u didn't expect anything, miracle occurs.

Merry Christmas and happy new year, everyone :)

I hope I have a nice trip on 26th and 30th until 1 Jan 2012

Pain

为什么别人痛有姜茶喝，


我痛却没人理。



不同人不同命！！



何时才能有这种的对待？？

想

昨天的我，




想起了你！


我原来真的很喜欢黑暗，感觉比较舒服！

...

every time when I can't sleep well, means there is something happen in the next day..

And now this is the second time...

And why they must be happened when I'm not in Msia??

I really hate the feeling..

I don't like it..

Not more this please..

SAME

still the same

never change

same word

same life

result also the same

Headache

finally , I'm back...

I really can't take it anymore.
I feel so stress and stress.
I feel like giving up everything.
Nobody will do 'that' except family, seriously..
Finally it came out ..
Yesterday, my heard was just like a broken glass..

I will be quite start from now. Won't say anything..Won't blame anything.
everything just keep it for myself..

Sinyen: Nothing will be fine.

Holiday is more stress then assignment day :'(
No travel
No shopping
No food
No friend
No everything
And at the end become so lonely..

The song given by others:
Bee Shin so lonely, Bee Shin so lonely,
Bee Shin has nobody,.....

Ya, it is true now..

I don't want the time pass so fast..Because I wish I can go back to last year June...i felt so happy at that time without any stress..

Family is the best!!

The End.....

Bye!!