even though today is mother day but my house still so quiet like normal day but my youngest brother went to buy a present for my mum but the card is wrote 4 son n daughter gave..haha..
yest was my secondary frend's birthday...she went to penang to work,so we seldom meet each other..ccc girl is hard to meet nw..when we all gather sure got 1 or 2 is nt there..so miss last time all of us together like secondary schl tat time..we all so happy n take pic together..today we go to pizza hut help shiau peng celebrate birthday..n gossip...but when someone said tat she went to her bf house.i feel got little bit sad n no mood...this make me think abt somethings again..but nvm la,jz hav fun first..when i reach home i feel no mood n sad again...i dunno wad can i do nw..why everyone is so happy but i'm the one so sad...everyday i jz think if my parent knw he n me still together they will vy sad..i make them sad a lot of time dy...im nt the good daughter for them..somemore i scare i hurt him..really...nw he change a lot bcoz of me..he did a lot of things to make me happy but i did a lot of things jz make him sad...why why why????i really dunno...wad can i do???i really vy sad..and nobody can share this with me..my family???if i tell them is jz make them sad..frend???we all seldom meet n when i heard someone n her bf is so happy i also dun wan to talk abt it dy...so i jz can keep it in my heart...i was so jealous n i hav no confident for myself again...after last time the things happen i tell myself dun simply believe other ppl..i was so sad when the ppl say like tat..he is the person tat hurt me a lot n i was so angry when someone telling me what he say...he is the worst person around the world...
yest was my secondary frend's birthday...she went to penang to work,so we seldom meet each other..ccc girl is hard to meet nw..when we all gather sure got 1 or 2 is nt there..so miss last time all of us together like secondary schl tat time..we all so happy n take pic together..today we go to pizza hut help shiau peng celebrate birthday..n gossip...but when someone said tat she went to her bf house.i feel got little bit sad n no mood...this make me think abt somethings again..but nvm la,jz hav fun first..when i reach home i feel no mood n sad again...i dunno wad can i do nw..why everyone is so happy but i'm the one so sad...everyday i jz think if my parent knw he n me still together they will vy sad..i make them sad a lot of time dy...im nt the good daughter for them..somemore i scare i hurt him..really...nw he change a lot bcoz of me..he did a lot of things to make me happy but i did a lot of things jz make him sad...why why why????i really dunno...wad can i do???i really vy sad..and nobody can share this with me..my family???if i tell them is jz make them sad..frend???we all seldom meet n when i heard someone n her bf is so happy i also dun wan to talk abt it dy...so i jz can keep it in my heart...i was so jealous n i hav no confident for myself again...after last time the things happen i tell myself dun simply believe other ppl..i was so sad when the ppl say like tat..he is the person tat hurt me a lot n i was so angry when someone telling me what he say...he is the worst person around the world...
unhappy shin
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