depressed and frustrated

i have blogging mood now..but it does not means is good for me

i have the mood is because something make me have the feeling...

the thing that i wish not to happen finally it happened..

i still can remember the 1st time of this thing is during my foundation..
2nd time is last year during valentine day..
and 3rd time is just now(11.23am)

and this all always stick in my mind and never ever forget them...

i have no idea why it happened just now..it came out of the blue..
when it happened, it recall me the 1st and 2nd time..remember the person who did the same things..i felt so frustrated and depressed..so i decided to blog here to shout out some of the thing..

but now everything is fine..go back to usual...^^